It is now halfway through the year. I honestly didn’t think I would have made it this far. Here I am though.
I have been working. Not as hard as I should on anything but work still. Working my full-time corporate job. Working on my own small business that’s irrelevant to anything I have been doing for an income and is another full-time job. My business isn’t much of anything yet and I’m still finding ground to stand on with it. I am hoping for the best. I am hoping it will bring great things to me.
I’ve been spending any free time that I’ve been able to find at concerts, comedy shows, and anything else I can go to. It has been great so far. I’ve been able to explore more of my area through the local venues. Every time I go out the experience has helped me live just a bit more. The feeling of shouldering out has been wonderful and partially what I have needed.
Reading has started coming back into my life. So, I started a reading challenge on Goodreads. I will be posting any reviews onto this site. I might also have a dedicated page for a list of books that I have read. I’ll think on that as it might be redundant.
Currently, things seem to be coming into place. I hope that they actually do. I could really use that.
I have been thinking about my future a lot lately. I have no solid idea of what it will or could be. I just know bits and pieces of what I want.
I want to live traveling. I traveled and moved around a lot when I was growing up. I was not a military brat and always going away for all the wrong reasons that weren’t mine. However, traveling was and has been the best part of my life.
I’ve been thinking about buying a small pickup and live out of that plus a tent. I feel that I need to experience that. Then maybe out of the country for a bit. I don’t want to stay in one place anymore.
The only reason why I haven’t gone is because I need money and having a job kind of helps with that. That is where the new business would come in. I could work anywhere with my own business. The new business should only require me to have a laptop and internet. A dream that I’m working on.
For once, the way my life is and the lack of relationships may have given me freedom. I’m completely free of people. No worries of of leaving anyone. No family. One friend who moves and travels as often as possible. So, I don’t think I’ll be missed much. I’ve always felt lonely and I still do. Extremely. However, I’m trying to see it as a positive. I’m completely free and I’m going to take advantage of it.
This year has brought and taken a lot from me so far. I want to supply more than could ever be taken from me. I’m going to be great. I’m going to fly. I have so much to do and I hope I at least make a difference in my life.